Yes, this first two weeks has started off a little slow but that is ok. There was a week of vacation in there but the eating has been better than anticipated (in a good way) and I am still walking. I got to the point where I can walk up to the end of the street and back and I do not feel like I am going to die. The first day, I could barely make it to the end of the drive way with out being out of breath. I still need to put more into the program! Do not know if there is really any weight loss so far, but that is not really what this is all about.
Why wont you look me directly in the eye? When you are the "fat guy", no one really wants to look you directly in the eye. When I go walking in the mall, at the grocery store, or some other public place, no one will really stop to look me straight in the eye. They turn away fast, look the other way really quick, as if I am contagious and they might get fat by looking at me. Always make me wonder! Makes me very sad.
So there are some things going on...
- Happy birthday to my wife! She is turing $# on Sunday. AARP is just around the corner sweetie.
- My disease speculation continues! Now I think I have Misophonia, or the hatred of noise. Can be selective so there are just a couple of noises that drive me to the point of rage!
- I really like Angry Birds in Space!
- Every once in a while, I am on television, and hate when I do a sucky job! I think I really stunk it up today!
- I heard a girl with Aspergers disease sing today, like an angel! Very moving!
- Want to figure out what I want to do when I grow up. My job is not much fun any more. Not that we work for fun, but I like to enjoy what I am doing and I do not enjoy myself right now.
All for now. More to come soon!
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