Here we go again...

Welcome summer! Still a bunch of stuff going on and time is still moving so quickly. So here is an update of me and some more complaining!!

Here I go again. Hopping on the weight loss train, again. I am tried, so tired of this whole thing, and I dread trying to do this again. Have yo-yo-ed so much through out my life and am really scared of trying this again. I know if I do lose some of the weight, it will benefit me in so many ways. Health, career, finances, socially, because no one likes the fat guy!

So how and I going to do this? I have no idea?? But I have asked the wife for help, and will try and lean of a few friends as well. I do not think I am strong enough, nor do I have the motivation to even try this again. I guess if dying is not motivation, nothing will work. I think if I do not do something, I will be dead soon.
Will try and keep posted on my progress or lack of progress.

So here is some bitching and complaining for just a little while.

- There are no pugs to be found. I am trying to find a pug puppy.
- Smoking sucks and am glad I have never pick up that habit.
- I really like beer!
- A message to people who chew with your mouth open, smack your lips and food while eating: PLEASE STOP!
- When you lose weight, people are quick to say, good job looking good, keep it up! When you gain weight, people are afraid to say anything to your face like, "Whats going on buddy? You look like shit!"
- Please do not call fat men, "Big Guy" because it can really hurt. I hear a lot of people saying this and it really sucks!
- I really think I have some mental disorders! Every time I hear something on the news or read about it on the internet, I think I have that condition. Not for everything, but for a bunch of stuff! So is my depression and aching legs related to arthritis, diabetes, vitamin D deficiency and so many other things? Or is it a mix and match of all of this, and even more?
- I really love cooking!
- I got a really good hair cut today!!

So that is it for now. Wish me luck!!